IM IN A DARK PLACE

last night was dark.
dan was spinning at 205. kellys birthday party. missed it all because i decided to eat a cake instead.
after mado left bc she made me break into hives.. it got dark
kevin texted me "205." and of course i wanted to go dancing BUT it was too dark to see the light of dance
so i responded "im in a dark place"
to which he replied taking me OUT of the dark (thanx kev) "oh im sorry. maybe u should make a list"

so i did kevin, i made a fucking list.

REASONS I HATE MYSELF AND WHY MY NUMBER ONE HOBBY IS TAKING PILLZ AND GIGGLING AT THE WALL ALONE
1. i dont read enough
2. i have two F's
3. i missed volunteering
4. im lazy
5. i luv rt
6. i have hives bc im allergic to madison
7. i eat in bed
8. i luv to do lists
9. im not sure that im human
10. i think i need a dog farm
11. i have no life
12. my hands get cold so fast its crraaazy
13. blaaaah
14. im famous
15. stinky butt-probs
16. i didnt think of the idea HOMELESS OR HIPSTER
17. i luv tv
18. IM NOT HONEST

im signing off
xoxo
benita